11:41 PM
alone* in the rain;
thing to b complete.
csa tutorial printout
POM tutorial
POM project
biz acct tutorial
marcoecon tutorial
woah, i did complete all despite tv watching n slacking n stuff... i mis my fren...:(
nt e tym to shop or go out, shall stay back to study...exams r juz ard e corner..
***without luv, life is boring***
shouldn`t expect much ...
*** hope n rebirth***
did lot of heavy tearing( imean crying of coz)
watch windstruck.
realise luv is can b so impt n stuff...
tt show`s simply toucing...n sweet...
argh...
11:27 PM
alone* in the rain;
tis wouldnt b possible if my 2brothers werent there.. both came one after another...i`m touched...
thank u so much, but i felt gulity after making such a trouble for they..
went to sch to meet van n lene for revision n doing of my hw...
went over to century for dinner and coffee in starbuck for short revision.
sumthing is holding mi back, well,felt tt`s a gd thing.. i didnt wan to gif in all my feeling in 1 go, coz no 1 worth them...
i noe i`m gotta get hurt...
10:41 PM
alone* in the rain;
damn! shldn`t hav went to shop for my top for presentation!!!
EEEE!!!!!wish tt bitch hu pickpocketed suffer frm being NUN!!! shit her!!!
short of cash to buy a new fone...
did cry on fone when i was on call wif van...
family! no 1 wanted to help mi out...
well, upon seeing mi in tear on fone, 2nd brother wen to 201 to sign a fone n sign for mi but too bad i didnt bring my IC wif mi. gt to go back to sign up for it...
well, losing my hp mean losing all my contact wif peeps... omg! how m i going to get every single contact back... sobsob..tt`s simply too bad... haiz....
damn tt bitch....
11:13 PM
alone* in the rain;
now, e butt out 1st, tis time is more challenging. gt to pull `it` out 1st to let to breath,if nt it will tak in e water, affecting e way it breath which could b fatal...
luckily, i manage to pull it out.. well,it`s a she,i`m happi
i have to force the water she took in earlier on, she reacted to my shaking...
she seem fine. once again, i tied den cut his cord. she`s slimer than her brother,longer as well.
he`s born at 1.05am
she`s born at 1.55am
dog mum is nw more anxious then b4. she look excited and kind of shock. she doesnt noe wat to noe .but she licked them both in e warmest motion...
tis is luv...tis is how she welcome the 2new life.. e new mum
2:04 AM
alone* in the rain;
tear off those water bag, trying to pull e whole puppy out, it slowly breath in it`s 1st grap of air on earth... its cry, shows tt he`s alive...
she move as i rubbed her with a newpapers( tt was wat i have)
i was panicked den relieved.
new life begins.
her mum wasn`t paying much attention. she was curious of tt new life...
tis is then e bond...
she licked him to clean him well. she lov him....
here i`m ,being vv happy...ys, i`m...
1:10 AM
alone* in the rain;
felt so gd in e new bikini!!
sad day upon seeing constructiin site in sunset bay...:(
went to bedok interchange for lunch, was kind of disgusted after seeing a old man`s dirty act... GOSH!!! tt`s EEeeee...
went over to starbuck for a strawberry drink.. simply summer!!!
went hm n slept for hrs, haiz, juz couldnt made it for jy n kc chalet... bet i`m missing e fun!!!
sobsob
9:19 PM
alone* in the rain;
breakfast wif mervyn was great,gt to taste hot cake again!miss ta so much!
madaline was late as usual..
winston,wasn`t told tt we r meeting at 10am,well, he came into mac at 1pm.
thank to mac, my doubt in tml test is clear!
had our lunch in staff canteen,well after tt, cow brought us to his `plaace`
lyk tt place though it was lyk kind of windy.
madaline showed us her new toy,or shld i said her fren?
it`s a sheep tt record down voice n stuff, cow was playing wif it
i could say it`s a fun stuff!!
madaline n i actuali wan to praise one of e cleaner in e toilet coz her service is simply more than a cleaner. she`s friendly, being very polite n tis is e kind of person tt airport wun mind having... but when we went into e toilet to find out her name, suppose she knocked off frm work. erm, there`s always other pple who will praise her..:)
gt to noe tt sentosa trip wid babes(van n lene) r nw cancelled,simply too disappointed to b angry or mad at them, mayb tue isn`t juz e day for us to hang up in e beach.mayb sumtym , i shld tak thing too seriously...
went to best denki to look out for singtel student plan,wanted it sign up for it,so i went hm to discuss wif dad. wat a disappointment. discussion wif dad always doesn`t end wid a smile... e phone i wanted he didn`t agree. i doubt he`ll fork in any money abt mi having a plan wif a new phone, i`m all by myself.
sis is nw a nag at hm. After giving each other cold shoulder, mum n i hasn`t been sitting down to talk properly. simply she nag when it`s favoured. mum nw pass her message to sis to pass to mi, 2nd generation nag. damn, pls! i dun gif a damn! juz shut up. i onli noe tt i`m by myself though i living under e same roof. i nid no attention coz it`s nv been there n being enough thr tis 17 yrs...
juz wan to live wif purpose of life.( thank to cow for asking tis qn of wat`s m purpose of life)
i wan to b hapi
well, i`m nt going to gif a damn to those nag to watever 1st or 2nd generation nag or watever.
i onli noe i`m alone. no family luv, thankful for e luv my friends hav been giving mi..
thank BLINK**
9:12 PM
alone* in the rain;
woke up in e morining in a dying mood... felt restless...
tried to revise for e coming paper, e last paper of coz, well its on monday when other peeps are enjoying their holiday...
didn`t revise much coz i was more of lyk slacking...
actualii was looking forwad to meet up wif muran n bong.. miss them so much!!
well, bong was late again!
wow! cool! bong n mi was in e red tops!!
babes were all wearing SKIRTS
2 tops frm forever 21
2 tops frm mango
1 simple black top for work frm gio....
ate sundae in anderson`s, thank to muran, we had a hard time to hav tt
hard tym= 1hr bus trip form far east to suntec + 0.75hr to reach anderson...
well, i simply enjoy hanging out wif them esp muran
miss her too much... she`s nw lyk a happy ger..
thank gers, i did hav a great tym wif u all...
11:32 PM
alone* in the rain;
lunch wif jun wei wasn`t bad..but he kind of scare mi again!!!
meet up wif e 2 babes,van n lene...
went to buy sum fruits n vegetables, i planned to cook our dinner in lene place...( chicken stew)
carrots
chicken breast
celery
tomatos
onions
went to pool n taught van to swim, wat a cute ger she is...
well, i cant deny she`s a fast swimmer!!!
had a fun time wif them b4 e rain comes to disrupt us...
dinner after bath was great..
soup was average but fried rice cooked by e maid was nice, thought of having 2nd serving but i still hav e soup to drink..
mouth was itchy after dinner...
nice day,nice food n nice babes! muack!
11:22 PM
alone* in the rain;
kind of hapi coz it`s been long tym we hadn`t a gd chat..
he seem fine n much taller!!!
paper today is lyk ... hmm, i`m nt going tell u...my result will reflect all my feeling...
meet up wif jy n kc gang today.. so happi!!! wee!!!
went for dinner wif con,jy,kc n e star for today`s dinner is JAMES!!
juju`s being so sweet,james receive a `bottle` of cookies, taste nt bad...:)
james had gt mor belly fats but he`s still same old james..he look punk today..:)
hmmm, wat a nice laughing session wif e gang today..:)
shall end here... gd luck to all
1:08 AM
alone* in the rain;
n i`m lyk eating lot of stuffs, junk food!!!
wee, my belly is big...
miss training for swimming!!!
i`m revising,nt stepping out of hm..i`m so bored.. but books accompany mi..
miss all my fren.. miss miss miss...
do u all miss mi???:) / :(
8:41 PM
alone* in the rain;
i didn`t wish to tak abt e paper today..
i`m working hard, n yes, i`m working hard... ( plus slacking)
:)
9:41 PM
alone* in the rain;
meet up wif jasmine today for notes, she is so kind!!! a kiss for u jas! muack!
and yes, it`s alot of useful note!
rush down to tm starbuck to met up wif lene n van to revise again, was piss-offf by van for giving mi ap..well,she lost her temper again...
revise till 7plus..didn`t make it for dinner wif junwei..
kind of miss him again...
well, i`m controllingn taking up my socialising tym for studies...:( but it`s okie... it`s worthy..:)
i noe my abilty... i`m able to...
getting nervous n excited for tml paper.. scare.. e 1st paper...
maroeco! here i come!!!
:)
9:51 PM
alone* in the rain;
van gona learn self-control!!
lene was behaving lyk norm.. she looked troubled...tried ways to cheer her up but impossible...
made our way to sch to revise for nxt week sems test
luckily i brough along matrix card if nt nt allowed into library. saw yy n jasmine!!! so nice of seeing them again in juz 11hr time.
i was visting e loo for many times, van!!! i was juz trying to cleanse my body la.. gee
saw mevyn too, but fear tt i call wrong pp, i didn`t call him...:(
went over to century square for dinner, wat a full carbo dinner!!!
went over to starbuck in tm, gt a drink n revise quite alot...
tt guy in counter was quite cute...:) lene n i both agree...:) a simple looking 1...
well, gt to focuz on my studies, i`m nt letting ani1 to hav e chance to belittle mi,coz i`m jam...:)
11:24 PM
alone* in the rain;
well, wat a day today!!
james was e cook for day, thank to him, gt a nice pasta frm him...
cake war in con hse...
gt to interact wif crystal!! ( con`s sis)
she is so interested in james!:) its nv too late when james come out frm NS!
a nice farewell song for james,composed by daming!
well,gt a name for con! DG
its digusting ger..
well,of coz it doesn`t sound nice to a girl but! listen up! where`s a reason behind..con`s nt behaving lyk a normal ger... haiz
hw m i gona change her for a better 1...
pls con!!! u gona change but of coz,it tak tym, jam gt faith in u, its all abt self-control!
gt a gd tym wif jasmine n yy... but gona say sori to my brothers today,kc n jy...
kind of less interaction wif them.. sori!!!
well,felt 2pid coz yy washed my hair today in con`s toilet! gee, i was laughing away, so ticklish!!!
for james, i did help him wash his hair, e kind of feeling is nice.. its lyk .. helping hubby to wash e hair, well ! HELLO! james is nt = to hubby...
sad thing was i was disappointed for sum scene i saw in con`s hse, his image was ruined!!!(DAMNED)
sad thing (2)
saw rotten alvin in bus.. well, i was acting ignorance!!!!
i simply dun gif a damn to wat i c, a #$% in front of mi..( well, i save a smile for a day!)
well, nice day, n a nice big belly i earn frm con hse... gee...
gona miss james...:)
12:31 AM
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