11:34 PM
alone* in the rain;
felt dumb for nt knowing how to bargain for myself...
gt to taste sum vegetain lunch at sumwhere near sim lim square...( taste real GREAT)
went to get myself another PUMA stuff frm e same shop in fast east where i gt my PUMA wallet...
wee,nw i hav 2 same design but different stuff...3 cheers!
gt 1 white tank-top
ice-cream treat for myself as well as jy n kc...
i admit they r gd shopping fren althought they r guys...
simply dun mind shopping wif them nxt tym round...
**jy n kc!u tis 2 guys**
nw i real lyk u as my fren, u 2 are sunshine of my life,adding laughters n crappy jokes in my life...
thank lot
11:43 PM
alone* in the rain;
dargon-boat ended later than we were told..
made sum noisy fren,
mistaken being twin wif sum1(obviously it`s not)
working as 1 in a 22person boat
sweating under e hot sun,
having my 4th finger injuried,
cv`s once again encounting shortage of manpower...
i simply dislike tt coz their management nid to b mor flexible...
11:58 PM
alone* in the rain;
frm his back, i could see tt he`d lot to achieve,simply sum1 hu wun waste his life living...
work today was lyk norm...
felt great to work here again despite e bad pt of cv...
tried to avoid him, spoke to him in my coldest tone.. felt bad abt tt at e end of e day...
today was busy...
lots of guests,in-house guests esp...
i was e host of e day,but i was there at e host-stand most of e tym...
i was too helpful to help wif my mates...
lyk being there to help when peeps r busy...
felt so tired..
gt to turn in...
cant wait for tml`s dargon boat...
hope it`ll b a brillant 1...
cheese!
11:58 PM
alone* in the rain;
11:58 PM
alone* in the rain;
gosh! 1st day in banquet, supposely to b a great 1 but i was too tried...
i enjoyed though being looking pale..
wedding lunch buffet today! seem easy but stressed coz it`s juz my 1st day..
gt to work wif LEE
he seems nice.
he`s nw my new fren.
gt to noe lot abt him.
he`s sum1 wif lot of emotion in himself.
i told him my past as well as him...
gt to noe each other.
i c a long friendship between us.
:)
felt tt peeps in banq r much nicer than those in salth20 though salth20 do hav nice pple....
i c e world, wif lot of sides....
lots....
shedded sum tears when on confer wif van,lene
anyhow,it brought us closer...
hope we stay tis close 4 long...
11:32 PM
alone* in the rain;
today`s activities is much better than yst`s...
dragoboat,biz sch winning n jam&hop as well as getting to noe mor fren make mi feel great till nw...
g tto c my timetable n LIEW! it wasn`t so bad afterall coz i gt to start sch at 1pm compare to van n lene,9am! :)
volunteer to b asst.class rep.
felt tt our class care person is as young as e class...
garbiel is always e 1 hu sneaked away quietly without us realising untill GL found out...
ever1 in my class is unique for way they r.. nice peeps!
tis tym round gt to dance wif neon, all 2pid kind of steps came out frm mi again...
gt mad wif van,she`s nt acting lyk norm her, but lyk a retard to mi, nt reacting to things tt seem dangerous...bad as i ignored her during e jam n hop...
all days n cheers n dance made mi so exhauseted but no1 seem to b able to replace...
kind of wore out but work is work...
everything seem to b moving faster than i could feel, juz months ago, i gt my result, nw i juz attended orientation by my biz sch... cool!
looking forwards for my sch life, no matter wat kind of campus life i get, i tink it`s always a new chapter in my life....
soon, e story shall begin in no times...
cheese!
5:50 PM
alone* in the rain;
almost late for orientation turn out to b very late for sch coz gt to wait fro frens...
1st day of orientation of sch was freaking scary...
gt into diff class n seperated frm fren...
didn`t now e 1 hu sat besides mee was e 1 hu had her 1st day in changi airport TNL..
she`s MADELINE!
gt to noe 1 of e male classmate used to work in cv as well!
such a small WORLD!
gosh, so mani peeps, fair, dark, tall n small...
g tto see so mani peeps i noe, my bball frens, ex sch fren, ex-collegues n etc...
everi1 seem shy towards each other but not for mi coz i cant wait to noe my going- to - be classmate.. ** jump jump**
fear hid well in my heart though i`m scare...
look frowards for tml`s
gt to c han wei, sum1 whom i havent seen for 3 yrs...such a long long tym...
things change as well as peeps...
she disappointed mi n she seem not to b aware of ta coz it`s nt impt to her at all coz i was all e way taken for granted...
nth to her...
6:19 PM
alone* in the rain;
a new ger in cv today, she doesn`t seem alrite.she dun seem to understand wat i told her.
sorri if i sux in directing pp in stuff i noe.
sori
work frm morning till night n i tink it`s kind of shoik!
well, juz gt back frm hm,it`s raining hard...
work seem to b hard on mi today, she seem to b takinf revenge on mi, felt her jealousy!
she`s jealous freako!
well, i`ll juz do wat i`m suppose to, scold mi if u wan, juz reflect wat kind of beings u r!
juz discovered tt i`ll misbehave when i `m tired..
juz misbehaved in fornt of e 2 chiefs wif thenish, so sori...
gt to reali behave esp when i`m sleepy...
!!!
11:21 PM
alone* in the rain;
gt up early,looking forward for things tt arent there in e past.
was invited to attend yanto`s birthday `party`
meet up wif razak for steak n shop for bday present in town
ended up for having e steak, gt yanto a pant.
well, i wasn`t e 1 hu choose it but razak...
didn`t feel comfortable when i was out wif him, he was there making mi feeling uneasy n awkward.
seriously felt piss-off coz he doesn`t c mi as wat i c him, a motive in his mind made mi felt irritated, felt it thr e way he looked n talked to mi
`party` was bored n i was disturbed by tt bunch of childish guys.
pretended nth happen n was waiting miserably for cq`s arrival...
planned to gif yanto a big warm hug but seriously tink e stiff atmosphere didn`t welcome tt kind of stuffs...
seriously tink today`s a boring day....
:)
but it didn`t stop mi frm smiling!
10:06 PM
alone* in the rain;
kind of piss off wif her...
she`s simply taking away my privarcy!
still tinking of lasy nite`s dance
went to tp orientation camp, dance througout e jam n hop..
love tt kind of shaking feeling wif fren,gt a wonderful esp when kai came to join us...
:)
gt to noe tt rumours abt mi n alan was there,well, simply dun bother .
but tink he`s rather a fun guy!opps!
van n lene including mi all danced n ended till drench wif e stinking sweat...
wet n hungry, we went to torn in lene hse..
woah!
fun!
luv tis kind of life! being wid my frens n no 1 esle..
cheese!
wake up wid a headach n body ache but tis didn`t stop mi frm having prata for breakfast!
watched a movie called HOUSE OF E WAX!
though i was sitting alone even when lene n van were ard, i didn`t hav any arms to hold on to...
but tt movie`s simply nice...
i rate it a 3.5 stars instead of 2 stars stated in magz
fever of 37.9...juz hope tml will b a better day for party...:)
9:25 PM
alone* in the rain;
tis 3 days were great!
however fun it was, i regreted nt attending e 2nd day,instead, i went shopping wif van n lene...
i did enjoyed my last day in e workshop n simply GREAT!
made some new frens n to-be-sch mate
icon,naomi,lots n lots of fun pp...
n of coz love e mass dance so much...
gt to noe tis gl, alan!
he`s wonderful wid his small eye n messy hair!
gt a hug as well as a pad frm him....
gt to play game lyk lillop game!
well, gt hit by a flying water bag,right in e forehead!
PAIN!
miss all e shouting n cheering wif neon,thought, we weren`t e winner, neon always shine as bright as winner...:)
i miss everi1 in neon,n simply think tis workshop rox!!
:)
11:58 PM
alone* in the rain;
gt to meet sum sch-mate,fren of my ex-bf
my past was no longer a past,it was brought forward which seem to sound lyk reality
3yr ago story,they wanted it 2 b loud
kind of piss-off,3yr ago,yet they wanted to bring it up
18yr old ,doesn`t seem to b wat they r...
cant they juz let mi off?
bunch of idiots!
i`m juz a brand new me,looking forwards for poly life n new fren n new future..
but r they there to ruin part of it?
no 1 noe
i forgotten my past so 2 b a brand new mi, a better mi to face my future,yet it nv seem possible...
11:57 PM
alone* in the rain;
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