Tuesday, June 29, 2004
argh!!! 2pid dae! gee... 1ST DAE OF SKOOL!!!
hmmm... whole dae duno y i blur blur de... mayb still haven over e broke off thingy or??? i duno... hmmm... felt sad sad wid knife piecing mi when i saw him... nvm lazz... wondering if he notice mi in skool 2dae??? i dun tink so~!~!
hmmm... during lessons in skool 2dae, onli e memories of us float in my blank mind... it`s so lyk in a dream_ a sweet 1....
still tinking tt he`s a XXXxx when my fren told mi he kana rejected by a ger last week~ wa!!! tt means he asked b4 e broke off!!!!
liew!!! i nt a fool aniwae... at least nw i noe wat kind of guy he is le worz...
LUV LUV LUV!!!! u r such a mystery to mi!!!!
hai~ yesterdaz nite juz broke wif my stead... althought i made tt 1st step...mmMm..abit of regret le... but, i tink dere is no way for us 2 b 2gether again coz mayb he is nt my mr right??? nvm if he hav his feeling back 4 my gd fren...juz hope he treat her well again...Mmm... i rather sad sad de den c my tt gd fren sad again... hopefully dey will tak tis chance to luv each other again~
11:51 AM
alone* in the rain;
Sunday, June 27, 2004
humhp! 2pid! scolded 4 nth... he`s e 1st 1 hu scold mi till tis wae... HURT!!! but tis word cant express all my feeling nw... sobsob
:If im cold how... I can do nothing bout it... Its me... I have different moods... And ~ keep pissing me off by fucking questions like tat...
hmmm... yesterday i went to my bball frenz bbq... well... quite fun worz... but all u can c is i m over dere sitting and leaning against e bench... i m dere looking at e dusk... looking far at e waves... wondering in mind wat pushes 2 hav waves... e dusk,waves,grey misty sky and tt comfortable salty sea breeze mak mi alive in e my memories of saddness...sobsob
1:43 PM
alone* in the rain;
name` JAM
skool` tp
age` 17 plus
birday` 08 jan 88
luv low-fat ice cream
hate my close fren to say things to hurt my self-esteem
luv sun,clouds,dust,dawn, sea breeze, stars as well
hate being alone, nv lyk to b neglected n mak use of>
trying out new sports n foods
luv being pampered!
[ .w i s h i n g fo r. ]
sum money to highlight my hair
new wardrode
new hp
raphl cool kiwi perfume
1 formal slipper
happiness
sum1 special
seashell necklace