alone*

Saturday, October 15, 2005

luv being in tis biz, gt to learn tt money arent easy to earn either it`s diff to earn , it`s e way u tink n e effort made. no matter how peeps view mi, even they`r my close n loved one other than my surroundinf peeps, they aren`t gona change my passion in tis biz. all i hope is to be able to earn frm them is their understanding n of coz support, be it be moral or by action.

it`d been lyk 1mth when i last drop a feeling here in my blog. guess i neglected my close frens n family but at e same tym, i made some cool fren in work. i c e meaning of life here. if u were to ask mi, i would onli say tak a second look for wat u`ve done, n tak one more step ahead to predict ur future. is tis all u wan??? TIME TO MAKE A REFLECTION! lolx

well, my sch hols gotta end in a 1mth tym. gt to do my best to prove to myself n to all.

thought today `ve been a hard n bad day, guess i``m blessed wif those capable n caring one to show mi e concern n e encourage i`m seeking for.

discuss over wif my fren abt BGR matter. was wondering if i`m reali in id of a bf? well, mayb yes, may no. but falling in luv cant be prevented coz my hart arent made of steel. i c wat i wan, n but i seek for in a person, guess i had met e right person. there`s no ans to it. guess it`s nt at tis moment. but even if it`s , i`m be glad to noe abt it coz i`m still a human being.

2:28 AM
alone* in the rain;

Sunday, September 04, 2005

gosh, cant believe 1week of revision week is abtr to end n tml is juz csa paper! argh!
juz return from bk

couldnt concentrate at hm at night when family are watching tv, volume was loud!
went off to revise wid tt 2 babes.

funni incident happened juz nw

was studying wif van n lene on e same table. hear water dripping sound. discover juz above e table that`s near to mi, water r leaking frm there. e guy below e aircon was lyk walkking away. juz nw, tis guy`s son came into e scene,
he said: `daddy, raining izzi?`

WAHAHA, tt boy is so cute!
haha

after awhile, e water was pouring down big.
e whole table is filled wif water n e ground is all wet. bad.

van seem better now, we ran abt for toilet, food during revision break.
eastpoint mall is abt to close.
want jolli bean so much but when we went down to B1, it`d already close.

we left when bk have to close, lene`s dad fetched her hm,leaving us in cheers
she`s hungry, she bought a choco cheesecake frm cheese n choc milk. ALL CHOCOLATE!
chocolate make peeeps more happy!
:)
well, i went off to buy mocha ice cream. bad. taste awful! wun b buying tt again.

had a nice short chat wif van b4 we head for home.
she`s nw more cheerful. i`m relieved.

12:13 PM
alone* in the rain;

Thursday, September 01, 2005

woah!
well, woke up late, doubt i`ll going down to east spring. i miss e teachers there, MR chew especially.
no 1 frm 4e1 asked if i`m going, well, guess i`m forgotten. :(

meet up wif van n lene to study in sch. bad day!
raining n raining. tt`s all.

van seem to be suffering frm depression. i hope she`ll be fine soon.
she`s not e normal her today. no more simle but force simle frm her. she`s nt behaving lyk nut but juz a dull plain expression frm her face at all times

get contact wif siow wen. gt to noe her past relationship stuff, guess it`s truly unfair for her to suffer such misery. it`s her bday today! didnt noe till van remind mi. argh! wat a fren m i?
haha, she sound hapi nw...

if onli i went back to sch, if onli i remb all my fren. i wun be here missing them..

11:59 AM
alone* in the rain;

Friday, August 26, 2005

wee. waiting to go off for CSa tutorial. mr bingo!

haha... tink i`m gotta miss his blurness. so blur!

hha... dun laugh( coz i noe i sound 2pid).

waiting for ger lunch later wid e awim gurls. :)

tink we r going out of sch for lunch.

i felt kind of down. today`s e last day whereby e klass attend klas together.

althought e bond tt i had wif e clique earlier on had gone beyond sight, i still feel for e klass as a whole. to tink tt we had our lunch at e bench outside e mensa. i tink tt`s pretty fun! wondering will dere b another lunch gathering for us?

i`m nw nt making ani effort to hav lunch wif my klassmate. i feel hapi to c them bond together. but......... as i say, today is e last day...

12:18 PM
alone* in the rain;

Friday, August 19, 2005

woah, today seem so dead until i meet van n charlene..

econ lecture included tutorial which last for 1.5 hr in total which i could say it`s kind of fast.

gt to gif van a big surprise. e chocolate brownies cake cant wait to b presented in front of her. well, gotta get sum frens gathered ard her, mak sure she feel us.

well, things didnt go as planned

movie was nt so gd which i expected.
after movie, i rushed hm 2 get e cake, but due to sum communication break down, van lost her temper.
i cried a little, n mind u! it`s her bday today n y m i crying on her big day?
later, when everything is settle b/w mi n van, we changed our venue to east point to hav e dinner. lene cried soon. again! it`s due to communication breakdown again.

afterall, it`s fine. dinner was full n nt so bad in thai sakura.
we settled down in starbuck for a cup of frappe mocha n den bday song session
it`s kind of pathenic coz there`s onli mi n lene there to sing for van. well, did enjoy lighting up e candles in between e windy night. moon was so round n bright up e sky. den we ate e cake. i felt appreciate though earlier part of e evening was real saddening for mi.

gt to meet QQ n he looked shag though kind of smart in his formal attire to work.

lene n i ate 3 pieces of cake n we were so bloated.

i lyk today but i dun reali lyk e way van say things sumtym...

well, HAppY biRThday my honey Van...

11:37 PM
alone* in the rain;

Monday, July 25, 2005

purple long-sleeve top, black skirt and 1 red heel....
this`s my outfit for presentation...
well, thank to darius, he made out my mind to wear such outfit:)

was screwed up and panicked for nt having a visual aid..
was real cool nervous.
well, did drool over my klass guy esp alstone, vv model air..:)
winston was kind of panick over his appearance( pat on his shoulder)
every1 look smart!
woah, feeling better today but my sore throat isnt getting better still...

meet up wif derru n head for town after worrying abt nt having enuff coins for his bus fare....
went for ice cream wif derru, but b4 tt, went to look up for jonjon, but too bad, his shop in far east close down le... hhmmm, wanted to ask for his no. as i lost his contact in previous hp..

2 scoops of ice cream n large waffles would last mi till supper tym, kind of bloated... same for derru too althought he bought a large waffle wif 1 scoop. had a great tym of taking pic of him advesting his waffles ice cream as well as voda voda mineral water...
well, shall update... kind of wow impact...gee

went to look up for my shoes in talking hall in taka..didnt get my shoes, mood dampen but thank to derru, he was trying to cheer mi up... thank derru...:)

went home,felt so tired, gt to finish my biz acct tutorial b4 i go online...

was on fone wif van for awhile, n i felt so happy for her coz i tink tt she found a real gd guy for her... :)

well, hope for a better tml for mi n every1..

****everything is fading... yes, it`s...
*** i noe u``r avoiding mi...
**i`ll juz let it b
* coz i c no meaning left....

11:41 PM
alone* in the rain;

Sunday, July 24, 2005

wake up in e morning n quickly joint down e thingy to b complete today... i`m kind of getting old, losing my memory as time pass...

thing to b complete.
csa tutorial printout
POM tutorial
POM project
biz acct tutorial
marcoecon tutorial

woah, i did complete all despite tv watching n slacking n stuff... i mis my fren...:(
nt e tym to shop or go out, shall stay back to study...exams r juz ard e corner..

***without luv, life is boring***

shouldn`t expect much ...

*** hope n rebirth***

did lot of heavy tearing( imean crying of coz)
watch windstruck.
realise luv is can b so impt n stuff...
tt show`s simply toucing...n sweet...
argh...

11:27 PM
alone* in the rain;